the conversation me and chris had
Blue85Butterfly (1:57:30 PM): what do you want?
xHakkaix (1:57:46 PM): can we talk, or is it going to be a blood bath one way, my way.
Blue85Butterfly (1:57:57 PM): we can talk
xHakkaix (1:58:08 PM): without ease droppers or such?
Blue85Butterfly (1:58:32 PM): no one is home we all work
xHakkaix (1:59:11 PM): ok, i sent an email to you, its not a threat or such, just a bit of explaining.
xHakkaix (1:59:21 PM): but I still want to talk right now after you soem what or not read it.
Blue85Butterfly (2:00:04 PM): what was it like the first one you sent me because if it is i wont read it
xHakkaix (2:00:58 PM): Sorta lost me there but, if you read I promise, its not a bad email, its just saying and answering a few things. I want to straighten this thing out, nicely and calmly.
Blue85Butterfly (2:01:31 PM): which did you send it to
xHakkaix (2:01:38 PM): blue
xHakkaix (2:01:42 PM): yahoo sorry
Blue85Butterfly (2:03:04 PM): i dont have the password
xHakkaix (2:03:24 PM): ...*falls over*
Blue85Butterfly (2:03:28 PM): but ill try to remember it
xHakkaix (2:03:36 PM): its ok, i'll just tell you what I said,
xHakkaix (2:03:39 PM): you still talking to pip?
Blue85Butterfly (2:04:38 PM): of course you didnt ruin that relation ship
Blue85Butterfly (2:05:21 PM): and on that note i still have the first email
xHakkaix (2:05:24 PM): just wait there, not yelling right now but like to say.
xHakkaix (2:06:07 PM): ...*trys to relax* look right now I doubt you trust me, so I'm wondering if I can even say things to you even if they're true.
Blue85Butterfly (2:06:12 PM): i kept leaving at fanime because its the only con i may go to and i dont want it messed up do to drama
xHakkaix (2:06:35 PM): do you think i want drama at fanime.
xHakkaix (2:06:42 PM): I wanted to clean things up fast before than.
Blue85Butterfly (2:06:49 PM): im not yelling more or less crying becasue you hurt me more than you could ever know
xHakkaix (2:07:05 PM): you weren't the only one hurt, so was I.
xHakkaix (2:07:13 PM): thats why i doubt you will trust what I have to say.
Blue85Butterfly (2:07:40 PM): just say it
xHakkaix (2:08:19 PM): first off, the email, yes, me. I sent it, ....but here's the part you probly have the hardest time believeing.
Blue85Butterfly (2:09:43 PM): ok heres one thing you should already NO ONE calls me a bitch NO ONE
xHakkaix (2:10:04 PM): calm down
Blue85Butterfly (2:10:52 PM): my own mother called me that i still havent forgiven her
Blue85Butterfly (2:10:56 PM): i am calm
xHakkaix (2:11:08 PM): look, how long did i live with you?
Blue85Butterfly (2:11:32 PM): a month
Blue85Butterfly (2:11:43 PM): maybe more
xHakkaix (2:12:00 PM): free ride or not, I stuck by you in there and tried my hardest to keep things in line, I even protected you from james. what I want to tell you is more....i dont know if it will be a fire starter or some sort of relief.
Blue85Butterfly (2:12:51 PM): just for the record i wanted that ass out of MY house before you showed
xHakkaix (2:13:10 PM): I understand, look i'm tring to talk to you but i have no clue if your yelling or not.
Blue85Butterfly (2:13:26 PM): if im in caps then im yelling
Blue85Butterfly (2:13:33 PM): but im not
xHakkaix (2:13:50 PM): ...i cant tell since, i acted stupid last night adn ...for the first time ever...got drunk.
xHakkaix (2:14:00 PM): i quit drinking now so yay for me.
xHakkaix (2:14:06 PM): in anycase on the subject.
Blue85Butterfly (2:14:15 PM): thats good keep it up
xHakkaix (2:15:01 PM): what drinking?
Blue85Butterfly (2:15:16 PM): you quiting
Blue85Butterfly (2:15:28 PM): keep it up before your in AA
xHakkaix (2:15:28 PM): oh ok, for a second i thought you wanted me to keep drinking
Blue85Butterfly (2:15:37 PM): no
xHakkaix (2:15:42 PM): i should go there anyways.
xHakkaix (2:16:10 PM): might help but in anycase, look athena, i want to tell you about the email but...its more like if i say what is the truth...you might...not believe me or will and even than...i dont want to start another fire.
Blue85Butterfly (2:16:39 PM): just tell the truth for once in your life
xHakkaix (2:17:06 PM): athena before i left you i always did tell you the truth.
xHakkaix (2:17:23 PM): but alright here....
xHakkaix (2:19:58 PM): the email was all me, in writing, the anger behind it though...was not all mine...i was talking with pip how i felt cheated one night, as if i lost alot because well....you threw me out. Pip and me....were talking about how we like to get stuff back, if not combinsated for it. Loraine even said how we should say stuff to your grandfather because he would listen to her. So pip requested me to send emails to you and amir to get your attention so you would feel like you had to pay us back.
Blue85Butterfly (2:20:48 PM): there was nothing in my house left of your i sent it all with pip
xHakkaix (2:21:11 PM): actually...pip didn't give me jack..
xHakkaix (2:21:15 PM): thats why...I sent the email.
xHakkaix (2:21:32 PM): i didn't get my CD's you promised, my blanket that cole and phil were useing name came back.
Blue85Butterfly (2:21:42 PM): and what she (lorraine) said yto my grand father set me back but i gained there trust again
xHakkaix (2:21:47 PM): and I was told that...listen i want to keep telilng oyu what james and pip said but I rather not.
xHakkaix (2:21:56 PM): good.
Blue85Butterfly (2:22:22 PM): my subb hard drives got blancked by a virus
xHakkaix (2:22:29 PM): all i wanted to tell you is in some ways I didn't send the email but I did...in a way.
xHakkaix (2:22:37 PM): sorry to hear that.
xHakkaix (2:23:08 PM): look athena, all the times I lived with you you have ot remember how much did everything I coudl do for you.
Blue85Butterfly (2:23:46 PM): like what talk about the friends i gained becasue you brought them in to my home
xHakkaix (2:24:02 PM): no not that.
xHakkaix (2:24:09 PM): more just being there when you said no one was tehre.
xHakkaix (2:24:31 PM): look, I didn't know i was causeing a problem by helping supposive friends by bringing them over.
xHakkaix (2:24:36 PM): i thought I was doing good not wrong.
xHakkaix (2:25:07 PM): i already grief over this because i hear it alot from pip and loraine and james how because of me, i got them kicked out.
Blue85Butterfly (2:25:26 PM): well everything woked out we all have jobs we pay the bills and the house looks great
xHakkaix (2:25:42 PM): glad to hear it, wish I could have seen it.
xHakkaix (2:26:22 PM): but the fact is also, i haven't lied to you, i just haven't been honest and told you the real facts, do to others possibly finding out and than...well one thing will guide and then boom.
Blue85Butterfly (2:26:31 PM): look i was will to let lorraine and pip live here same with masoud cole and phil but not james
xHakkaix (2:26:55 PM): i didn't care who lived there so long as you were safe and you didn't have trouble.
xHakkaix (2:27:03 PM): thats why I left, to have everything worked out.
xHakkaix (2:27:09 PM): I would have stayed if I knew it owuld have helped.
xHakkaix (2:27:26 PM): hell i'm working now and I'm making a living but I wanted to make a living with you.
xHakkaix (2:27:48 PM): now i make a living with a fat drunk and a asshole of a room mate, punishment I guess.
Blue85Butterfly (2:27:59 PM): karma
xHakkaix (2:28:02 PM): i just want to know, athena why did you send me those notes an letters at con?
xHakkaix (2:28:17 PM): you could have just pulled me aside anytime and yelled at me
xHakkaix (2:28:20 PM): I would have allowed it.
Blue85Butterfly (2:28:28 PM): i was to busy with friends and trying to not cause hell
Blue85Butterfly (2:28:35 PM): when did i have time
xHakkaix (2:28:51 PM): you were with robert at one point, you oculd have just pulled me away than.
Blue85Butterfly (2:29:05 PM): if i would have yelled at you would would have been hurt afterwards
xHakkaix (2:29:07 PM): after*
xHakkaix (2:29:18 PM): huh?
Blue85Butterfly (2:30:07 PM): i was ready to beat the hell out of you but i wouldnt becasue i didnt want to get kicked out of my favorite con
xHakkaix (2:30:25 PM): i would haev said go out side where no one was looking and allowed it.
xHakkaix (2:30:40 PM): Athena last thing I want is to walk in around a con and have dark feelings venting at me.
xHakkaix (2:31:08 PM): you think i want drama at a con i like? my first con ever? I wanted to have a ok time, i knew you and amir were going, maybe cole and phil so i wanted to fix things.
Blue85Butterfly (2:31:22 PM): i saw you and ran. i didnt even think about you once
xHakkaix (2:31:34 PM): i saw you run...each time.
xHakkaix (2:32:13 PM): i wanted to chase after you and talk toy ou but....i didn't want you to think i was going to hurt you since everyone thought I was going to kill you or something at con.
Blue85Butterfly (2:32:17 PM): yeah and then i got tried of that thats the only reason when i was with tidus i just siad fuckit and stood there
xHakkaix (2:32:17 PM): so I stayed away.
Blue85Butterfly (2:32:40 PM): im not afarid of you
xHakkaix (2:32:48 PM): i didn't think you ever were.
xHakkaix (2:32:58 PM): i just didn't want to do damage to you.
xHakkaix (2:33:01 PM): so I stayed away as well.
xHakkaix (2:33:07 PM): i saw you pass by the aracde many times.
xHakkaix (2:34:58 PM): look i want to fix all this, hopfully have everything be like it was before i left along time ago. But...that is up to you, and next to that, i want to fix this because i know I will see you at all the cons I will be going to. I want to spend time with you and talk and more. I still remember how we first met and cant stop thinking how I should have just told pip to send the email not me. I'm sorry for all your troubles. If I knew my life would destroy almost yours...I would have never visited you.
Blue85Butterfly (2:36:13 PM): the aracde is the only way to the dealer room where i was working
xHakkaix (2:36:27 PM): i didn't know you were working at fanime.
xHakkaix (2:36:40 PM): look if you want me to not go to fanime anymore...i'll do it.
xHakkaix (2:36:53 PM): i'll stop going, leave the con alone so you dont think I will be there to ruin it.
Blue85Butterfly (2:37:37 PM): no go i dont care i dont need your friends kicking me because of you
xHakkaix (2:37:55 PM): my friends would not care really
Blue85Butterfly (2:37:56 PM): we can talk but we will never be as close as we were
xHakkaix (2:38:05 PM): con or not they think its all stupid if drama is at con.
xHakkaix (2:38:29 PM): thats why i doubt I could go to a con where you are if we can never be as close as we were.
Blue85Butterfly (2:38:41 PM): and yes i have worked ever fanime for the past three years be it dealer of staff
xHakkaix (2:39:03 PM): wel i didn't know you still were, sorry.
Blue85Butterfly (2:39:44 PM): its ok
xHakkaix (2:40:50 PM): look, i dont want to give you problems or have your friends think i will, and I rather also i feel bad that the feeling i get around you is going to be gone so...i rather just not go to a con your at since i would be hurting more and rather not give you problems.
Blue85Butterfly (2:41:57 PM): just go i dont g.a.r.a
xHakkaix (2:42:07 PM): gara?
Blue85Butterfly (2:42:14 PM): give a rats ass
xHakkaix (2:42:14 PM): naruto?
xHakkaix (2:42:27 PM): ...i do and i was just trying to save you problems.
Blue85Butterfly (2:42:36 PM): you know thata is a good joke
xHakkaix (2:42:43 PM): ?
xHakkaix (2:42:56 PM): @@
Blue85Butterfly (2:42:59 PM): i wont go near you till i feel safe a round you
xHakkaix (2:43:16 PM): but that wont be for along long time.
xHakkaix (2:43:33 PM): and i rather hvae that moment happen when your ready so I dont want to bring you problems.
Blue85Butterfly (2:43:42 PM): who know ax but ill all i'll say is hi
xHakkaix (2:44:08 PM): yeah, i know...why do you think i'll be in alot of pain.
xHakkaix (2:44:36 PM): i dont know if your going to yaoi con or not so i really have no clue.
Blue85Butterfly (2:45:42 PM): i have to go its the only way i get to see friends
xHakkaix (2:45:51 PM): ok
xHakkaix (2:46:01 PM): i'll probly be gone than for that con.
Blue85Butterfly (2:46:15 PM): ...
xHakkaix (2:46:21 PM): what?
Blue85Butterfly (2:47:05 PM): gone?
xHakkaix (2:48:27 PM): yeah, as in not at the con.
Blue85Butterfly (2:48:38 PM): y?
xHakkaix (2:49:21 PM): I"m moving away from california before or after AX, I was going ot come back for october and for yaoi con, but I didn't know if it would be wise to go to either so, i wanted to find out how you are doing and if need be give you adn your friends all the space i can give. So i'll just cancel yaoi con for myself.
Blue85Butterfly (2:50:11 PM): we dont care me and this house
xHakkaix (2:50:43 PM): i know, thats why i'm doing that, because it will still help you out in the end.
Blue85Butterfly (2:51:31 PM): if thats what you want to do
xHakkaix (2:52:08 PM): yeah, if i do go, it might be for a group that requested me to get a room for them and help them at yaoi con for the first time, but i hvaen't gottan an email back about that so, it looks like it might not happen.
Blue85Butterfly (2:52:47 PM): well you did burn alot of brides from what i have heard
xHakkaix (2:53:00 PM): ?
xHakkaix (2:53:03 PM): what did you hear?
Blue85Butterfly (2:53:58 PM): i hear every thing
xHakkaix (2:54:17 PM): thats what i'm asking, brides? i'm just asking what you are talking about.
xHakkaix (2:54:30 PM): and if you want to play mystory question fine.
xHakkaix (2:55:02 PM): look i'm telling you all you wanted to hear and doing what you want, but if you want to play ruin his life or such. Than lets just stop talking.
Blue85Butterfly (2:56:09 PM): you didnt ruin any thing except some of my family but what ever im over it live your life your way
xHakkaix (2:56:25 PM): i'm asking though, what are you talking about?
xHakkaix (2:56:42 PM): because i dont honestly know if i can trust you and your friends still.
Blue85Butterfly (2:57:14 PM): trust who you want i never lied
xHakkaix (2:57:25 PM): did i say you lied about anything?
Blue85Butterfly (2:59:10 PM): looks like you just typed that
xHakkaix (2:59:59 PM): no i just said i dont know if I can honestly trust you and your friends because fall all I know, you and your friends might be planning osmething, or telling things to others and such, I dont know. I'm still tryign to figure out who is sending all these notes to me and such at cons.
xHakkaix (3:01:11 PM): look, hate me all you want, disspise me ok, even try and slap me. But understand, I told you the truth you wanted to hear. You made the choices and all the actions you wanted happen. I am no longer upset nor hurt by anything since I did want you wanted and told you everything.
xHakkaix (3:01:22 PM): I just hope all the things I hear from Pip and Loraine are not true.
xHakkaix (3:06:00 PM): So since this is all well and done and we both know how the other will be acting and such if we meet. I guess we can just say we're not friends and not worry about ever messing with eachother lives.
Blue85Butterfly (3:07:47 PM): we plan nothing why waste our time. oh so its not sincer your just telling me what i want
xHakkaix (3:08:01 PM): what?
xHakkaix (3:08:21 PM): you lost me
Blue85Butterfly (3:08:49 PM): we will do nothing against you we dont want blood on our hands or mad on our reos
Blue85Butterfly (3:08:57 PM): ne mi
xHakkaix (3:09:09 PM): undersatnd all but the last part.
Blue85Butterfly (3:09:42 PM): edit or mud on our reps*
xHakkaix (3:09:52 PM): and honestly say what you want, i'll just keep to myself since honestly, look...I dont trust you or your friends since they seem to be the ones that havea grudge against me. And honsetly, I did nothing to any of you, so do as you want.
Blue85Butterfly (3:11:43 PM): ok i will live my life my way
xHakkaix (3:11:55 PM): never thought you would live it any other way.
xHakkaix (3:12:07 PM): i'm just saying, leave me alone, I leave you alone.
Blue85Butterfly (3:12:47 PM): i will leave you alone thats all i want
xHakkaix (3:12:59 PM): i know that.
Blue85Butterfly (3:13:26 PM): you know i have more right to be mad than you. you claim to have paid rent when i never saw dome
Blue85Butterfly (3:13:31 PM): dime*
xHakkaix (3:13:36 PM): i did pay rent.
Blue85Butterfly (3:13:44 PM): to who not me
xHakkaix (3:13:48 PM): and look, i can be mad or not, and i'm not mad i'm just saying how i feel.
xHakkaix (3:13:50 PM): loraine.
xHakkaix (3:13:55 PM): when you and the others were in vegas.
xHakkaix (3:14:01 PM): i paid loraine up front 200
Blue85Butterfly (3:14:01 PM): in her home not mine
xHakkaix (3:14:05 PM): nope
xHakkaix (3:14:11 PM): this was back when we lived together.
xHakkaix (3:14:23 PM): i haven't paid her dick since i left her new home.
Blue85Butterfly (3:14:25 PM): it was my home not hers you should have piad it to me
xHakkaix (3:14:47 PM): you weren't there and i wanted to quickly pay since I didn't want to have to loose money.
xHakkaix (3:14:54 PM): next to that, who cares, its over and done with.
Blue85Butterfly (3:15:15 PM): i read thing too you know
xHakkaix (3:15:22 PM): what?
Blue85Butterfly (3:16:00 PM): gaia
xHakkaix (3:16:35 PM): what about gaia, i already know you and your friends had fun black balling me in my journal, again another reason why I dont want a journal so I dont have to get shit for complaining in my own way.
Blue85Butterfly (3:17:01 PM): you needed a wake up call
xHakkaix (3:17:05 PM): look hate me fine, disspise me fine, just understand I did nothing wrong to you or your friends.
xHakkaix (3:17:07 PM): wake up call?
xHakkaix (3:17:20 PM): look, i said what I wanted to say, and it worked.
Blue85Butterfly (3:17:54 PM): one request leave me, my sisters and brothers alone
xHakkaix (3:18:08 PM): uh...no, i can say what I want online
xHakkaix (3:18:14 PM): and look, your starting a fight here not me.
xHakkaix (3:18:34 PM): you and your so called sisters started somethign and ruined my con life at fanime and yaoi con.
Blue85Butterfly (3:18:42 PM): if your goint to banter on us dont use our real names
xHakkaix (3:18:50 PM): i can use any names I want.
xHakkaix (3:18:59 PM): you gave up your friendship with me
xHakkaix (3:19:04 PM): you abdonned me
Blue85Butterfly (3:19:04 PM): use there handles
xHakkaix (3:19:16 PM): your the one who doesn't care what I do anymore so I can say what I want.
xHakkaix (3:19:26 PM): and if you notice...I keep it on the net, in a journal.
xHakkaix (3:19:46 PM): and if I use a handle name, they might look that person up.
Blue85Butterfly (3:19:57 PM): no i dint you didnt want contact with me afetr you left you blcoked me
xHakkaix (3:20:05 PM): no i didn't
Blue85Butterfly (3:20:13 PM): yeah you did
xHakkaix (3:20:13 PM): you blocked me and left me
xHakkaix (3:20:15 PM): pip told me that
Blue85Butterfly (3:20:24 PM): i dont block people
xHakkaix (3:20:30 PM): she told me you want nothing ot do with me and if I came near the fucking door you would stab me.
xHakkaix (3:20:37 PM): how do I know your telling the truth.
xHakkaix (3:20:42 PM): you seem to have it out for me since I left.
Blue85Butterfly (3:20:53 PM): i dont do that shit you should know better
xHakkaix (3:21:02 PM): I was more hurt when i left that day than ever because you gave me your word I had a home still and when I got back...I didn't.
xHakkaix (3:21:08 PM): know better?!
Blue85Butterfly (3:21:11 PM): i was only after you after the email
xHakkaix (3:21:11 PM): you should I trust?
xHakkaix (3:21:27 PM): from what I heard, you were after me ever since I left and moved in with loraine for a bit.
xHakkaix (3:21:33 PM): you and cole wanted me dead I heard.
xHakkaix (3:21:46 PM): and you called me names on live journal and such loraine said.
xHakkaix (3:21:51 PM): honestly who should I trust?
Blue85Butterfly (3:22:14 PM): no i never wanted you dead i dont want people dead thats to good for some
Blue85Butterfly (3:22:22 PM): trust who you want
xHakkaix (3:22:25 PM): so i'm to good to be dead?
xHakkaix (3:22:31 PM): or not good enough I mean?
xHakkaix (3:22:38 PM): trust who I want...I wanted to trust you!!!
xHakkaix (3:22:54 PM): you gave a rats ass if I was on the streets or not and you gave a rats ass if I was hurt or ill.
xHakkaix (3:23:04 PM): you watched over me and tended to me when I needed it.
Blue85Butterfly (3:23:10 PM): you must live life to learn and take it wioth you to the next world
xHakkaix (3:23:19 PM): so now your a wise person?
Blue85Butterfly (3:23:25 PM): your no good to your next life without thta'
Blue85Butterfly (3:23:49 PM): no i was born this way youve seen this
xHakkaix (3:23:55 PM): i'm trying to be serious here and talk to you.
Blue85Butterfly (3:24:09 PM): i wanted to help
xHakkaix (3:24:28 PM): should i believe that?
xHakkaix (3:24:38 PM): because i like to know why i was kicked out
Blue85Butterfly (3:25:35 PM): you were fighting with eberyone here
xHakkaix (3:25:43 PM): actually no
xHakkaix (3:25:46 PM): i left everyone alone
xHakkaix (3:25:55 PM): everyone there, wanted me out and you said fine.
xHakkaix (3:26:22 PM): see this is why i believe everything people say about you, because you seem to take sides easily when its a group.
xHakkaix (3:26:37 PM): god damn it I loved you and you freaken went and stabbed me in the back.
Blue85Butterfly (3:26:40 PM): i dont take sides
xHakkaix (3:26:43 PM): you did!
xHakkaix (3:26:47 PM): you took the side that wanted me out
xHakkaix (3:26:55 PM): did even give me a chance when i got back.
Blue85Butterfly (3:26:57 PM): never say that to me unless you mean it
xHakkaix (3:27:01 PM): mean what
xHakkaix (3:27:08 PM): love you....i fucking do!!!
xHakkaix (3:27:15 PM): why do you think i wanted to fix this!!
xHakkaix (3:27:36 PM): why do you think i'm tryign to do all i can to get you to know i'll give you space, leave you alone and more if it helps.
Blue85Butterfly (3:27:41 PM): you cant
xHakkaix (3:28:01 PM): i know i cant becaues you seem to think i'm a fucking demon and here to ruin and threaten everything.
xHakkaix (3:29:05 PM): look, loraine left, sorry, pip i dont trust so i dont care about her, and james well he's gone now. But its not my fucking fault. The email, honestly, blame pip for telling me to send you something to get thigns back she wanted and for telling me all this stuff about you and how you really felt about me.
xHakkaix (3:29:35 PM): but honestly, i did nothign wrong to you or your friends. so either hate me or something, because i'm innocent.
Blue85Butterfly (3:32:05 PM): your no demon
xHakkaix (3:32:11 PM): this is all your choice since i'm not going to make one for you. I stuck by you, was there when you asked me to, and I even fucking took you in durning AX when no one knew you and helped you out when you asked me becausey ou were worried about being raped. So if you want to not be friends, not talk, and no longer care about me. Than fine, your choice.
xHakkaix (3:32:16 PM): than what am I?
Blue85Butterfly (3:33:14 PM): if anything you a half breedand nothing more
xHakkaix (3:33:45 PM): ok than if thats how you see me, so its your choice, do what you want.
Blue85Butterfly (3:34:10 PM): get along no more fighting
xHakkaix (3:34:17 PM): get along?
xHakkaix (3:35:14 PM): what is get along to you?
Blue85Butterfly (3:35:50 PM): say hi in the halls then go our seperate way
xHakkaix (3:36:38 PM): lets just not even bother with words since I honstly...yeah, dont trust you or your friends and like you to just know that, you hurt me, and i'll just do what you wanted in the first place, to leave you and your sisters and brothers alone.
xHakkaix (3:37:12 PM): because if your going to believe lies and rumors....than i honestly cant believe you will stay, get along, and such with me.
Blue85Butterfly (3:39:25 PM): then i wil pass and be quite when i do
Blue85Butterfly (3:40:00 PM): and not even pass a lok
Blue85Butterfly (3:40:02 PM): look*
xHakkaix (3:40:04 PM): do as you want, your life remember, i'm not incharge of it, i just like to say this, leave me and my friends alone as I do with you and your friends.
Blue85Butterfly (3:40:20 PM): i will as you have asked
xHakkaix (3:41:03 PM): ...if i asked you to forgive me and just drop this and be friends again like it was in the past and try and not look back apon this and such like you give people like pip and others second chances, would you?
Blue85Butterfly (3:41:40 PM): yes so long as it never happens again
xHakkaix (3:42:11 PM): and I beg and pleed that you and i act as if the day you last saw me before all this drama happen and i promise, you want be hurt by me.
xHakkaix (3:42:21 PM): becaues i right now like to stop crying and be like it was in the psat.
Blue85Butterfly (3:42:59 PM): fine
xHakkaix (3:44:05 PM): just promise me, if someone in your group...honesty in oyur group, is the one doing the notes...you will tell me.
Blue85Butterfly (3:44:43 PM): i will buut i know its not one of mine
xHakkaix (3:45:06 PM): this cons notes hurt the most.
xHakkaix (3:45:21 PM): oen of them called me a rapest and threatened to tell con staff about such a thing.
xHakkaix (3:46:21 PM): are you and everyone doing ok with money?
xHakkaix (3:48:09 PM): ?
xHakkaix signed off at 3:57:32 PM.
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